Okay, so my throat is sore, I'm tired as all hell, and my body aches like never before--I feel like shit. I love it.

Prom was fun...I loved it. The punch was bad, my shoes hurt, I didn't know how to really dance to all the ghetto rap music, but it was fun. They did actually play some good music ("Every time we touch" rocks my world) and the food wasn't completely gross and Keri did get her purse back. And even though Travis has absolutely no rhythm...I'm not that great of a dancer myself, so we are well-suited. Actually, I don't think I've ever had this much fun at a dance before. He was really sweet and even thought I originally didn't want one, the corsage he got me was absolutely lovely and divine and perfect and beautiful. He was so sweet and considerate and I'm glad I was able to spend the evening with him. And all night. And all morning...Dammit I want to sleep! Not that I haven't, I just haven't slept as much as I would have liked. I'm looking forward to seeing Spider Man 3 with him tonight, too.

Everyone looked so pretty too. Beth was a vision. Keri looked divine. Melissa looked downright elegant. The list goes on and on. Other people looked nice too, but my brain is a little smashed right now and I really can't think about any more adjectives so whatever....

It was really pretty there. I did feel awkward in my dress though. I think it would have been cool if I had been in a tux but I did enjoy getting dolled up (after I had a little emotional breakdown, that is). Bah, I'll admit it, I loved it!

So thank you everyone for an amazing time (that goes doubly for you Trav) it'll make a great memory for me to forget when I'm old and suffering from Alzheimer's...

I know, I know...I've been bitching all week about it and how blown out of proportion it is, but....

OMFGBBQ, PROM IS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm really looking forward to it. I love my dress, I love my hair, I love my shoes, I love my date and I DON'T FEEL SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyone wanna dance???

Okay, so it's not actually that big of a deal. I'm staying home next year--it's not because I didn't get in (I actually didn't bother to finish the apps), I just...want to stay for one more year. I mean, yeah, I'm a baby and yeah, I'm immature and yeah, I'm spoiled, but I'm not staying home because I want to hold off on actually taking care of myself for a year. And I'm NOT staying because of a boy (although that will be a very serious perk). I'm just...not ready. And I lack funds. And really, I would miss my cats too, too much. So I'll do this all over again next year-n.b.d (no big deal). Really, at this point, I just can't wait until I freaking graduate...OH Yeah!!!

The one downside to it all though is that I have, like, a crap load of graduation gifts to make for my friends. Luckily, due to my allergies, I won't have to be scrambling at the very last second for Kleenex boxes. Yay!

And then there's prom. I'm starting to really love my dress (completely ignoring the fact that I still need to gain about 20 pounds and get a boob job before it actually fits me properly), but EVERYONE HAS A FREAKING POOFY DRESS!!!! OMG, I feel left out of the whole poofy-ness-ocity. *tear* TT_TT Luckily, though, I WILL NOT BLEND IN. Actually yeah, I probably will but who gives a hoot?? My date and I will be HOTTTTT!!!! *sweatdrop* ^_^;;;;

OH YEAH, BABY!!!! The Stars are Shining BRIGHT!!!!

So anyways...I'm a member of egl and recently there was an entry about wearing rorita to prom. I actually wanted to do that...possibly taking a more aristocrat approach, but anyways... *cries at lack of prom funds*

I want an f-ing morp. or an anti-prom. aaarrrggghhh....

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So yeah...it's in about a month, just a little more and well....certain things have popped up that are making me very angry. (Here's a list-y thing):

1. I can't figure out what to do with my hair.


2. I can't wear the dress I want to wear. (not such a biggie)


3. Roses are so overrated. Gerbera daisies are precious, but not in season in May.

This is just me complaining. Really, I think Prom is a pain in the ass, but I'm the type of person who, if she's going to do something, she'll try to do it all out and to the best of her abilities. And......I'm basically failing there. But you know...a venus fly trap would make a cool boutonnière...

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