Okay, so it's not actually that big of a deal. I'm staying home next year--it's not because I didn't get in (I actually didn't bother to finish the apps), I just...want to stay for one more year. I mean, yeah, I'm a baby and yeah, I'm immature and yeah, I'm spoiled, but I'm not staying home because I want to hold off on actually taking care of myself for a year. And I'm NOT staying because of a boy (although that will be a very serious perk). I'm just...not ready. And I lack funds. And really, I would miss my cats too, too much. So I'll do this all over again next year-n.b.d (no big deal). Really, at this point, I just can't wait until I freaking graduate...OH Yeah!!!

The one downside to it all though is that I have, like, a crap load of graduation gifts to make for my friends. Luckily, due to my allergies, I won't have to be scrambling at the very last second for Kleenex boxes. Yay!

And then there's prom. I'm starting to really love my dress (completely ignoring the fact that I still need to gain about 20 pounds and get a boob job before it actually fits me properly), but EVERYONE HAS A FREAKING POOFY DRESS!!!! OMG, I feel left out of the whole poofy-ness-ocity. *tear* TT_TT Luckily, though, I WILL NOT BLEND IN. Actually yeah, I probably will but who gives a hoot?? My date and I will be HOTTTTT!!!! *sweatdrop* ^_^;;;;

OH YEAH, BABY!!!! The Stars are Shining BRIGHT!!!!