Okay, separate post because I didn't want all of this personal stuff jammed in with my PLEA FOR HELP (for srs guys...CANCER KILLS and even guys can get breast cancer. LET'S FIGHT THIS FIEND!)

FIRST OFF~ To everyone who commented on my last WOEFUL POST OF WOE which involved LAMENTING MY LACKING LOVE LIFE:

YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME

Thank you so much for giving me thoughtful advice and for caring ♥ My view on marriage is disgustingly skewered because, for the longest part of my life, the only married couples I knew who had stayed together for any sizable amount of time had all married RIDICULOUSLY YOUNG (all married between the ages of 15 and 19, if I remember correctly) or RIDICULOUSLY QUICKLY (met and married in six weeks and they didn't even speak a common language!!!!!) and so I tend to still think that's the only way marriage works sometimes, especially late at night when I'm tired and paranoid. So thanks for being so wonderful to me guys.

Second piece of news: I AM QUITTING MY JOB AT THE SCHOOL! (yay me!)

I am going back to Party City for three months-ish to help with the Halloween season. Not super thrilled about having to do that, but at least I'll be going back during my favorite time of year. I'm hoping by Halloween my hair will be long enough for me to do shit with it so my hairstyle can match whatever costume I end up wearing. I am really regretting donating my collection though. I took everything to Goodwill a few weeks ago, figuring I'd never need so many costumes again. Now I'm going to have to buy at least two more (crossing my fingers that my taxi costume will be usable again this year). Oh well, I like costume shopping.

Grandmother's coming this weekend. It's all really impromptu. So you know I'm looking forward to being told I'm a shit daughter for daring to get an education instead of just settling down with a rich man and popping out babies. Because, you know, my sole purpose in life is to re-enact Cinderella's life before her fairy godmother intervened.

Ugh.

Mom's paying for my truck's insurance next month since I shelled out for the new version of MS Office, so I'm taking my paycheck tomorrow and buying some yarn for Rob's scarf. Still can't decide what stitch I'm going to use for it, I'll have to see what yarn I like and then just pick whatever stitch will suit the yarn I guess. Usually when I make a scarf I just pick a stitch at random, but I've never made anything for a guy and I'm pretty damn sure he doesn't want wee little popcorns or any shells or anything. I'm leaning towards ribbing done with a single crochet using three different colors, but I'll have to see.

Crap, just realized I'm going to have to get my hooker boots' heels re-enforced if they're going to last another year working. Guess I have to find a...um, cobbler? Idk. SHOE REPAIRMAN.

I'm going to sell my BtSSB Angel Grosgrain jsk even though I love the print. I really don't like wearing all pink, and especially since it's empire waisted, I feel like it makes me look super young. If any of you are interested in it, let me know and we can talk price. I'd be willing to sell it for a mite less than I'd ask for if I posted it on h_l (I refuse to use the sales comm anymore, I hate how it's being regulated and whatnot).

I've been watching River Monsters every chance I've gotten. I'm addicted to hearing about HORRIBLE FISH.

Speaking of tv, OMG PROJECT RUNWAY TONIGHT. I promised mom I'd record it though and wait for her to get home to watch it though. I may just watch it a second time with her and tune in for it in a few minutes. Idk.

ALSO OMG SHARK WEEK. I am so there. It'll keep me sane while the Grandmother is about.

Saw Inception. Oh. my. GOD. It was amazing. My heart was pounding the whole fucking time. I want to see it again.

Thinking of redoing my mood theme now that TS3's come out. I think I'll resize the pictures, make them a wee bit bigger. Or maybe I'll make a different one, idk. I'M JUST SO FUCKING LAZY LATELY. I really need to get my ass in gear!