( Ramble-y rant induced by lack of sleep and Star Trek )

And yeah, I'm just rambling at this point, but does it honestly take almost an hour for coffee to kick in and start working? I mean, I drink it to wake me up. If I wanted a warm beverage in the morning just for kicks, I'd have hot chocolate. But coffee has function and I want to know why it isn't functioning now....

Ugh....and my allergies are killing me to. I'm going to be so out of it tonight, I won't get any of Eddie Izzard's jokes!

I want to flesh out DMMG and Alan on some character sheets, so I can have everything written down and "official," but I can't really bring myself to do it. It's not that I don't want to, because I really do, it's just that it's hard to justify taking the time to write on paper everything that I have up in my head already. It seems like such a waste of time. I mean, maybe if they weren't so firmly established in "me ole noggin," but they are.... But I really do need to write it all down because that will help to clean things up and it would definitely make rewriting my Screnzy easier.

Blech....I hate doing tedious things.

And I really want to play my violin right now, but my grandmother's here and I've kind of made it a habit of mine to only play when I'm home alone. I just....I've gotten really sick of people saying, "Oh but you used to be so good...." So what? Are you saying I'm bad? Just because I'd rather do other things than practice for 2+ hours a day now? So sorry if I've disappointed you by deciding I wanted a life outside of a HUNK OF WOOD. Even if that hunk of wood is very near and dear to my heart. Lol....I named "him" Woody. XD And my bow is "Stringy."

Which reminds me of a dream I had a few nights ago.

I was home alone and about to practice my violin, so I went and brought my stand out. But when I opened my violin case, it was empty! So when my mom came home I asked her wtf happened to my violin and she told me that she had had to pawn it since we were so low on cash. Except that she hadn't gotten enough, and she had just been told we lost the house. And she told me it was my fault because I didn't play my violin as much anymore. So then we had to move and I had to sell all of my lolita and books (I have a large bookcase, half a closet, and about ten boxes worth of books!) and cd's (I have over 200!!!) to help out the family, but my brother got to keep all of his stuff. Geez....even in my dreams he gets more privileges than I do. And you know why I had to sell my stuff and he got to keep his? Because (and this is what my mom and everyone else in my dream kept saying) I was "the more responsible one."

WTF?!?!!?

I need to buy more Alanis Morissette cd's. She was my favorite for so long, and now I'm really beginning to fall back in love with her.

I'm trying to find a magazine. I believe it was either a Rolling Stone or Entertainment Weekly, but I could be wrong. It had a famous male actor dressed up in a replica Elvis' white "Aloha from Hawaii" suit (image below) and had an article inside about the "Greatest Rock and Roll Soundtracks" (or something along those lines). Included on the list were the Marie Antoinette and Small Soldiers soundtracks. The issue was from 2007 or 2006, but no earlier or later. I used to have it but have since lost it (Mom brought it to me because I love Elvis). I really need would like to have that list, so if you have the list or know where to find it, but not the magazine, then that's great too.


Aloha from Hawaii outfit:



The outfit the actor was wearing was this one, if I recall correctly.


I've checked the RS and EW archives, but no cigar. I've also google'd the hell out of this. Help?