I don't want to go to school today.

Scratch that, I don't want to go to Calculus or Astronomy today. I mean, really...what a waste. My Calc professor walks in 40 to 45 minutes late EVERYDAY. How am I supposed to care about a class that the teacher doesn't think is important? And Astronomy....ugh. I just really hate astronomy. She'll ask us a question and I'll think about the question (like, I don't know....I was told you're supposed to?!?!) but then get yelled at for not going through my entire thought process out loud. I'm sorry, but we're not all going to react the way you want. Oh but heaven forbid that I should actually THINK about a question before just blurting out some random word like "cheese," that has nothing to do with lecture.

But I want to go to choir....even though I basically suck at it since I haven't been singing for very long and everyone in there is OMGMUSICMAJOR *insert jazz hands*!!!!!!!

I want to go back to sleep. NOW.

I don't want to go to school.

Oh, and yesterday was one of those days that makes you want to stand in the middle of a crowded street and scream profanities at the top of your lungs. Or drive into incoming traffic just to watch the scared people swerve frantically. Or do other stuff.....can't think of anything right now. But I will!

I want to act out like a moody little teenager. It seems every time I do something to get attention, I get ignored. But then my brother does it and my mom fawns over him. Ugh. Blech. *insert emo teenage whine angst*