I want my fucking daddy.



And how come every time I think I am in actual DANGER, there is never anyone around? Where the fuck is everyone when someone is sneaking around outside the house or giving me strange angry phone calls? How come the one time I NEED ANYONE there is NO ONE. What. The. Fuck.

Also, I really want to just take an axe and go crazy. I want to just chop at someone. I feel so much aggression, it's not even funny. I want to hear the thwack as the axe lands with a dull thud in someone's soft, fleshy body. I want to see the blood run as they try to. I want to chase them down and hear them scream as I hack into them. No I don't actually want to murder anyone, but I kind of wonder what it would be like. To just let go. Allow myself to give in to the primal urges that we all fight everyday in a sad attempt to remain "civil." Also, I think it would help me write my NaNoWriMo novel. :D


I never thought I'd say this, but thank whatever higher being is up there that I do not have to go to Party City tomorrow. I'm actually starting to hate the place. No. I hate the people. BIG. Difference.

Also, if you believe that the Higher Being does not meddle in the affairs of mortals, are you being hypocritical if you ask for a sign of some kind? Just wondering....

Yay! Sarah is at PMX...I hope she's having fun XD

Kim has been making some really cyuuute~ bento stuffs and has inspired me! I made up my dinner today in the cheap, small, obviousl-not-an-actual-bento-box-nowthatIthinkaboutit. It wasn't as cute as hers, but it was certainly not the worst I could have done.

Mom and I went to Jennifer's wedding. Her dad (who's the pastor at her church) went and lectured her during the ceremony (and her groom!) about staying together NO MATTER WHAT. He obviously was not happy he was having to marry his kid a second time. Honestly...her first husband was a jerk. If I were him, I would be glad to be rid of the loser. Haha...but now her name is Jennifer Faerie XD She married Rick Faerie.... XD ha! rotflmao


ALSO, THIS JUST IN: FRESH OUT-OF-THE-OVEN CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES WILL CURE YOU OF ANY MURDEROUS URGES STUDIES SAY.

It's true. If only they were given more readily. Charles Manson would be a radical Christian. OJ Simpson would actually be innocent. The Holocaust never would have happened. They are a miracle drug thing.