Really stupid and pointless. I wouldn't read this unless I were really bored. I was seriously going to delete this after writing, but I figured...well I don't think I figured anything. Well, actually, yeah I was. I just...as weird as it is, I like to read about when people are having hard times (either fictionally or not) because it makes me see how blessed and easy my life is. I don't know if some of you are the same or not. I want to be able to go back to yesterday, see how miserable it was for me, and say "hey--I don't need other people to show me how great my life is, all I have to do is look at October 25!" So...yeah...trying something new this time around. Stupidity ensues....

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So...woke up today freezing my ass off. Could barely drag myself out of bed and am suffering from horrible allergies. Yesterday was awful...exhausted and allergy-ridden and cold.

Got chewed out at Party City maybe 7 or 8 times because clearly I, the cashier, who has nothing to do with manufacturing, ordering, stocking, fetching, checking, fixing, or handing you the costume has everything to do with whatever went wrong with your Party City experience today. Go to fucking hell, and get the fuck out of my party store assholes. It's your own fault you waited so long to get your damn Halloween shit. It's been there since the middle of September. If anything is wrong with the merchandise, or if it is simply not there, well guess what? That is on you. You you you you. Not me. I sit up there and smile pretty and take your shit like I deserve it but you know what? I don't fucking have to. No, I do not need this job. Yes, I am choosing to work two jobs on top of a full-time schedule, but you know what? This isn't fucking Wal-Mart. We are not open 24 hours a day to serve your shopping convenience. I am not some idiot in a fucking blue apron. Hell, most of those idiots in their stupid little aprons are a hell of a lot smarter than you. If you don't like how our store is run, go to fucking Spirit and pay more to get the kind of service you want. Excuse me for asking for ID AS IS STORE POLICY. Please to be pardoning us for trying to protect our fucking customers LIKE YOU from identity theft or whatever. Next time we are handed a card, we'll just take it and tell whoever gets hurt that we do not check ID because we are catering to the needs of one ass-like individual and that he/she is all that matters in Party City Land. Oh btw fyi that was you. Also, do not tell me that it is my job to inspect the damn costume. We do everything we can to check it and make sure every fucking piece in there is up to your too fucking high standards. It is up to YOU to make sure we didn't miss anything. I DO NOT touch the costume once it gets to the fucking register. If I do, I could lose my fucking job. We check every single costume that comes back to us after people have tried it on. I mean honestly, if I had noticed that someone had been pawing at something I was going to stick on my kid and/or MYSELF, I would check to make sure there were not creepy pedo stains or con funk or rips of doom on the damn thing. It's not your job you say? Well then go to fucking Spirit where you are going to get charge about 50-75% MORE and have them kiss your ass over there where they are making a nice cushy profit. You got a problem with how the store is fucking run? Ask for a manager. Do not chew me out. I am a LACKEY I have no control over how the store is fucking run. If I did, I sure as hell would not choose to be on my feet all night dealing with assholes like you. If shopping at Party City is really that torturous for you, go somewhere else. It's not like we are a one horse town. There are other places to get your party merchandise that are willing to take your shit because they calculate a customer shit charge and mark their prices up accordingly. Don't know of them? Try a phone book. Too stupid? I'll list them: Wal-Mart (x 2!), Party King, Spirit, Target, any dollar/99 cent store, and Arnie's in Houston. Go THERE. That is all. Oh, and P.S. DO NOT, DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT tell me that you were not wearing underwear when you tried on your costume and then hand it to me in such a way that I am forced to touch the damn garment. Really. I would rather deal with any other kind of person than you because that is just sick. Good bye.

No offense, Kayla, by the blue apron thing. Just wanted to pick a store to use as an example that everyone would know about, even my out-of-state friends. And, let's face it, Wal-Mart sometimes makes it just too easy.

So...yeah. Been wanting to say that now for 1 year+ Since last Halloween season (i.e. September 06) started. Just thought some people would like some insight in something they couldn't give a shit about.

NaNo in less than a week-ish. Trying to find someone in the area to write with (kind of half-heartedly, I'll admit). I'm a bit weirded out though because last night my novel plans kind of flew out the window. I had that one idea that I had written about earlier...but now I'm pretty sure I'll be swapping that idea for one that is...well, I can't say easier, because NaNo is not meant to be easy....but I think it'll be smoother writing (?) idk....I'm a bit panicky because I'm not completely sure, but I am getting closer to positive that my idea has changed. I was actually kind of inspired by last night actually.

It feels weird, not preparing to Trick-or-Treat this year. I love it and I love getting dolled up in a costume. This year I'm staying home in my pjs. I had decided that last year, my senior year of high school would be the last for me. It's just...idk, strange? It's the end of a tradition...

*le sigh*

Back on Gaia for the moment....let's see how long it lasts before I get fed up with it again. They switched the site up on me again. I'm really not too sure how to navigate. It may as well be in Japanese for all I know.

*le sigh deux*

No poptarts this morning...I'm eating animal crackers. I think I'm in pop tart withdrawal, which just may be what is causing this weirdo mood.

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I love my cats. Just thought I'd throw that out there. Anyone wanna NaNo with me?