I feel good. I went to bed relatively early for me so I feel really energized. Not getting home until late though :\ But it's because I'm going to the Woodlands to see a movie with grimy_13! So good thing/bad thing going on right there. But all the good things are instantly negated because I HAVE TO GO TO WORK TODAY AND APPARENTLY I WAS HIRED TO "NEGOTIATE" THROUGH ALL THE COUNSELING OFFICE'S ISSUES WITH THE OTHER DEPARTMENTS.

WHAT. THE. F$CK?

Work study is supposed to be some stupid, pointless tasks (like folding brochures or putting up flyers of uber-death). I'M NOT ACTUALLY SUPPOSED TO WORK. Meh....oh well.

Taking stupid grammar test in English today because I'm stuck in retard 1301 (shoulda tested out)....apparently, 1301 is some sad excuse for an English course....a remedial class by another name. Is it really necessary to teach COLLEGE students how to WRITE sentences?!

Geez.....

Ok.....I'm going to go piddle about somewhere (not going to get ready quite yet...) so BYE! ALSO I NEED TO REMEMBER TO WRITE BEN AND KERI LETTERS BECAUSE I KEEP FORGETTING. And I need vegan friendly stuff so I can make that stupid hobbit a care package...not going to bother making Keri one because APPARENTLY, IF I EVER WANT TO SEE HER IT FALLS TO ME (not her parents) TO GO UP TO COLLEGE STATION AND GET HER. SHE CANNOT GET A RIDE WITH SOMEONE ELSE. SHE CANNOT CALL HER MOMMY OR DADDY TO GET HER. I HAVE TO DO IT. AND SHE HAS TO TELL ME IN THE MOST ANNOYING AND BITCHY WAY POSSIBLE.

Grraaarrggghh!!! SEE? SEE? People keep asking me if I am bi or a lesbian but THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT THERE IS NO WAY I COULD EVER BE ANYTHING BUT STRAIGHT BECAUSE GIRLS JUST PISS ME OFF SO MUCH BECAUSE THEY DO THESE STUPID LITTLE GAMES. No....they can't tell me there Big News in an e-mail....they have to send the message just to tell me that they have Big News but THEY WON'T TELL ME UNLESS I CALL THEM RIGHT NOW. AND THEN IT ISN'T EVEN THAT IMPORTANT. And after that they have to go and be like "Well I'm NOT coming home unless YOU come and get me so WHEN are you getting here?" AS IF I HAVE NO LIFE.

HERE IS A NEWSFLASH TO SOME PEOPLE: YES I AM ATTENDING COMMUNITY COLLEGE, NO...THAT DOES NOT MEAN I DO NOT HAVE SCHOOL WORK OR SOME PITIFUL SEMBLANCE OF A LIFE OF MY OWN. I CANNOT SIMPLY JUST DRIVE OFF OR PUT EVERYTHING DOWN TO HUMOR YOUR STUPID LITTLE GIRL GAMES.

I know that I'm not that super girly...I mean, I grew up hanging around my brother 24/7. I KNOW that I'm getting better though and starting to act a bit more "lady-like"...BUT WHY do girls play stupid little games like that? THIS IS WHY I USED TO ONLY BE FRIENDS WITH GUYS. I hate hate hate hate hate how girls do stuff like this. I'm not saying all girls do it...I'm not saying guys don't do it....but girls do it WAAAAY more than guys.

AND THUSLY I WILL ALWAYS BE STRAIGHT BECAUSE WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULD WANT TO DATE SOMEONE LIKE THAT?

Conversely, I think that's why I'm so understanding with all my gay friends. Unless it's a lesbian hitting on me. Because that is not cool. Your lifestyle is yours...NOT MINE. Me likey guys....no likey girls.< / rant >

This doesn't mean I HATE girls....I love hanging out with them and squealing over this guy or that article of clothing and whatnot. But when they play their stupid mind games, I refuse to tolerate that and act like that's okay. Because really, I think it's really immature. Why can't they just ACT LIKE ADULTS. Because that is what the majority of my friends are now. Most of them are 18...those that aren't usually surprise me by acting more mature than the ones that are. It just astounds me that some of them think it's okay to go around acting like they are eight year olds giggling on the playground at elementary school.

I honestly believe that this is why women are usually typecast as either stupid/weak or insanely bitchy/evil in movies and stuff. IF YOU ACTUALLY ACT LIKE THAT, YOU CANNOT BE ANGRY THAT HOLLYWOOD WRITES WOMEN THAT WAY. If you don't, of course, picket away and cry out that we need realistic women in movies blah blah blah...

Not sure where I'm going with the rest of this, but I've gotta go get ready....maybe I'll finish it up at school if I can think of an (intelligent) way of going back to this topic without sounding like a petty little school girl. Really, I don't want anyone to take this the wrong way, but I want everyone to know that I find it horribly annoying when anyone (guys, girls, animals, whatever...) plays little mind games just to be cute or whatever reason.

Annnndddd....I'll leave you on that slightly negative note for today. Remember: This doesn't mean I hate any of you personally: I like you, I just wish you didn't always act like you were 3. I love all of you more than you know. BYES + LUFF!