I just...I don't know. Today was good up until about 6 or 7....but then a bunch of stuff happened that just ruined the good mood of the day. Now my knee is bothering me in a way it never has before and I'm in pain....I'm angry, I'm pissed off. I just want to scream obscenities at the top of my lungs even though I know it won't help and will probably just work against me--cursing is a very negative activity. It damages your karmic reservoirs or whatever those new-age psychedelics would call it.

I'm going to bed now though....long day tomorrow. I really just don't want to do anything. I want to not wake up...to just stay in my bed all day so that the world won't mess with me. But I know that that is just as negative (if not more so) as the loud cursing.

I think I'm paying for Tuesday. I killed a spider....now I'm being punished for it. I ruined his/her life, now I'm suffering a day's worth of anguish because, well, that's only fair. I felt so bad when it happened too.... :\

Good night my dears....sweet dreams and have a pleasant tomorrow.

"And remember: All students will learn and each student can make a positive difference." (LOL at my old high school--Humble H.S. is for the LOSE) And for all of my AMS Tigers (*death*): "Make it a great day or not--the choice is yours."