Stuff that has happened:

went to a drive-in
started on a new Slytherin scarf
reread Just Listen
re-started Perfect Girls, Starving Daughters
made a summer mix that ended up being two cds long
made a mess in my room


Things falling apart:

no more work, have been avoiding irl friends for the most part because I don't feel like saying "sorry I can't afford to see you"
got told by an automated machine that I am underqualified for everything
brother is dropping out of school
broke the electrical socket in the bathroom (wtf)
hood fell off from above our stove, cannot cook
don't have enough to pay my insurance when it comes up next month so soon no more driving
will have to suspend netflix, there goes my sole means of entertainment now
panic attacks approx. every 30 hrs
need more asthma medicine, can't afford it


Fuck this shit I need a goddamn vacation