In case some of you haven't noticed, I've taken a long break from buying loli. At first it was because of how tight money was, but then I got a raise at work and I just...kept not buying loli. And you know, I've been doing some thinking lately about where my money's been going, and I really do like having more money to spend on little every day things, like buying brand name foods at the grocery store, buying my lunch instead of eating lukewarm tuna salad every day. And I really want to be able to keep on doing these things. But you know, I don't have a job anymore and so I'm slowly having to cut back again.

Over the last week, I've done some hard thinking, and it really looks like that I'm going to have to buy a lot of new clothes if I do get an office job like I would like to. And I've toyed with the idea in the past, but I think I'm finally decided on it.

I am giving up loli.

It's really hard to say it, because I really love the clothes and I love meet ups and everything, but right now, I need the money I could get from selling my wardrobe. Maybe I'll be able to come back to it in a couple of years, maybe things will fix themselves quickly and I'll be back in a few months. But I just don't know. And I've got bills to pay and my car insurance is coming up soon.

The picnic is going to be my last time wearing lolita for a long time. It's kind of hard to think of, especially since I was the one who started that tradition. I want my dresses to go to my friends, but I can't afford to give them away. I can, however, give you all the lowest price. Underneath the cut is a list of all the stuff I have. Pictures can be provided on request, but I'm sure most of you have seen me in these things yourselves. Make an offer. In May, I'll put everything that hasn't been bought yet on the sales comm with set prices.

I hope you guys are still willing to hang out even though I won't be able to wear loli for a while. I love you all.

Sarah, I know you've mentioned wanting to mod the comm. Let me know if you're still interested.




(It has a turtle background because I thought it was ~whimsical~ I am not, nor do I anticipate ever, leaving loli. I love this too much and no matter how badly I need money, I also need something to bring me a little joy in my life. I'd like to think that I bend over backwards to accommodate my family and that I help them as much is possible. I deserve a little spoiling then, don't you think?

(Sorry if I scared y'all)