WTF? When did that happen? I always think that I look a hot mess when dressed in loli (and not in a good way) but then I look at what I was wearing two years ago and....


Have I actually made some sort of progress and (gasp!) matured in my coordination abilities? I mean, when did that happen? I can't recall it happening. Not at all. And supposedly I was there for the whole thing. But I...I mean... WOW. I hadn't realized that I actually look good (compared to how I used to look). I mean, what the heck happened? Last time I checked, I still had the same spindly ankles and the same lack of blouses _{(lol...I actually have five)} and the same crappy sense of fashion. BUT APPARENTLY I DON'T? Wtf, self...WTF? How did you miss this massive step into....whatever it is that you've gotten yourself into?

I mean, no offense guys, being surrounded by a bunch of AP deco loli whores oftentimes makes me feel like I have no idea what I'm doing and it makes me feel like I am constantly DOING IT WRONG DURR HURR. It's not like I'm jealous or resentful, that's just not a style that I want to wear. But... I don't know. Am I pretty? Am I still just getting it wrong and have only improved a bit? I always look at everyone else and feel like they are so much more put together and prettier and more beautiful than I could ever be. And they've got the wardrobes to prove it! But I never bothered looking at what I started from (and no, you will NEVER see pictures of that!).

I don't know....I guess the whole point of this is to just say,

~*~I FEEL PRETTY~*~

I swear, one day I'll stop taking up y'alls precious time with my crap-assed self-realization entries. XD