I really hate it sometimes. Without thinking, I automatically go, "Oh, sure...I'll blah blah blah blah" and then afterwards I'll be kicking myself and just really upset because I didn't actually want to, but I feel too bad to say that I changed my mind or to just say no in the first place. It happens all the time. And it seems like no matter what I do, I always just end up feeling incredibly horrible.

I have a very, very, very, very, very slight cold. It's so tiny, it's practically miniscule, but I really want it to go away because flu shot season is coming up and I want to get one as early as I can and I'd hate to think that I can't just because I'm BARELY SICK. I mean geez....of all the times to be feeling extremely well while I'm sick. Can't I just get a stomach flu or bronchitis or something? It just seems so pointless to have to delay it for something so small....

Party City = Love, that is all.

Also, check out this: [link] It's an art meme I'm going to do. Probably tonight because there is no better way to not write two papers than to do an art meme when you can't draw. Also, my scanner has been dead for years, so I will be drawing it, photographing it, and then attempting to edit it into the damn meme. Way to burn some time...

Can't wait for Oni.....

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